met him on saturday...after 2months...such a long time right...in between...we have sms each other...can said very rarely...but i'm not really care...
what i want to said that i'm very frustated...not because he don't like me...or don't love me...but i felt like i'm dumped...not really big deal actually...
it's just that he smoking...it's a small matter right...but for me it's a big deal because he told me once that he's not smoking...i'm really glad to hear that...
that night he's smoking...not in front of me actually but he run off...i don't care if he want to smoke but once he told me did not smoke and i believe that...
once this happened i felt like cheating and a bit frustated...haish...don't like this feeling...maybe i have to follow my sister advice...find another person and believe in ALLAH...
