pahang again

abah n ummi

1 week lps balik umah....aku g phg smula....tp kali ni dok g ump doh....kali ni g jengka plok...ado kenduri kt jengka 7....xse g doh bena mkn gulai....puah doh lalu kot ganu pahtu msk kuantan pahtu lalu lpt....blh la napok ump tu....tp gok xdok ore umah....g blako....aku ikut jugok r...bwk jale....kato expert jln kt phg....

with along

3 siblings

ari jumaat pg tolak....kali ni dok lalu kot jerangau-jabor tp lalu kot k.ganu...mok ngah nak g shopping kt pasar payang....dlm kul12 gok r sapa KT...msk pasar payang kjp jah....pahtu lepak ngan abah,ummi ngan adik kt pondok....

dlm kul3 sapa kt kemaman....sggh slt jamak....smbl2 cri kdi mkn....last2 mkn kt RnR chendor....dok sedak pn mkn....biasa2 jah....pahtu naik lpt r....exit maran....dok exit gambang....hehe....wt gapo exit gambang....bkn nak anta aku g u....

sapa maran sggh isi myk...ado peristiwa sini....aku mndi myk....sedak jugok bau lps kno myk deh....dohla seluar bwk selai jah....abih bau myk....lps maran pusu doh la bwk jln....kg lame dio tu gok....maghrib jugok r sapa jengkanya....

lepak2 kjp umah baru arwah pak ngah ji....abe pusu....anok dio hok bongsu nikoh....kakna....aku dok knl sgt pn....mlm tu tdo umah lamo pak ngah....umoh ni aku ingt....ajin g skali dlu mso pak ngah nak g mekah....

esoknyo dlm kul12 siap2 nak g kenduri doh r....tp b4 tu g mkn laksa penang dlu kt kedai dpn umah pak ngah....sedak laksa dio....mee sup pn sedak gok....lps ore siap2 blako....g plok umah bru pak ngah....pengantin laki dok sapa lg....kto make dlu...







lps siap2 mkn....amik gmbr skt2...hjtnyo nak balik trus tp cikna nak salin bju dlu....aku pn...pns jugok nak balik kelate ngan baju kurung...hehe....kul2 lbh gok r tolok kelik....slt jamak siap2....aloh kelik dok lalu kot kuantan doh la....kali ni lalu kot jerantut plok...tubik ko k.lipis....msk gua musang....

sggh mkn kt paloh....sggh umah mok ngah kt paloh....smaye siap2....balik umah....kul10 kot slmt sapa umah....kjp jah g pahang....xyoh lmo2 r....dok cekak....hehe

last night at ump....

last night at ump and i'm all alone...no friends at my side...just my mir...all "teman gadis" leave ump already....happy at their hometown....spend time with family...but i'm ok....packing done already...don't know what to do...just spend great time at my room...watch drama...watch family outing....surfing....blogging...."fb"ing....

tomorrow will be heading to my hometown....feel sad but relieved....relieved because i finish my degree....relieved because i done my thesis....relieved i can spend my time at home....relieved i get my practical at my hometown....

sad....miss all the moment for 3 and half years at ump....make new friends....new experience....new memories....new "kenangan terindah....meet "teman gadis" that make my life up and down....sad and happy....arguing....gossiping...."lepaking"...."karoking"...i will miss all this...

satisfied cause i'm send all "teman gadis"....sent syidah friday evening....sent intan and ana saturday night....send nadia to her home....my heart even more hurt while sending mint saturday morning....but more cool when sending farah and mas.... i'm crying a lot after mint back to KL....call ummi to cool down my feeling....but crying just after heard ummi voice....really2 sad....i'm all alone....then my sister send sms said that ummi also crying at home....

"ummi,kakak mitok maaf.xdok niat pn nak wt ummi sedih....kakak nangis bkn sbb takut dok sore....bkn sbb ore lain balik blako kakak dok balik lg....kakak sedih pisoh ngan saing2....lmo saing....dr mulo2 msk ump sapa abih study....dok tau blo lg blh jupo....kakak sedih tgk lps sore2 saing kakak balik....hati kakak sedih sgt....saing2 kakak semo nangis....kakak xleh tgk....kakak sero koho sedih....tp jgn rusim....kakak ok....kakak dok kisoh dok sore....mlm lps farah ngan mas balik tu kakak ok doh....dok nangis doh....ummi tau ke....anak ummi kuat....nele....degil"....

until we meet again teman gadis....keep in touch....don't hate me....don't forget me.... don't miss me....luv all of you....

miss you

yesterday...

syidah....intan....ana....nadia....

just now....

mint....

this evening....

farah....mas

me???

keep in touch ya guys....

i don't know how to say "ayt bunga2"....

i don't know how to express my feeling....

but the memories between us....

for the 3 and half years....

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SM THE BALLAD- MISS YOU

[KYUHYUN] It hurts since I can’t forget that
Looks like here is not the place where you’re supposed to be

[JAY] You don’t have to hold back for me
It all will end someday too anyway

[JONGHYUN] My love just can’t seem to reach you
Just as much as the amount of tears that flowed, it’s still far away to go

[JINO] I have to forget you, I miss you so much
Even if you never know how much it hurts, I will forget

[JONGHYUN] I’m a fool, you know me
My heart’s been ripped apart, but I can only smile

[JINO] I’ll still be waiting for you till forever
As I will keep hiding my tears
Would you come back to me?

[KYUHYUN] My love just can’t seem to reach you
Just as much as the amount of tears that flowed, it’s still far away to go

[JAY] I have to forget you, I miss you so much
Even if you never know how much it hurts, I will forget

[JINO] To forget you, even to erase you
[JONGHYUN] For me they are very difficult things to do

[KYUHYUN] My love just can’t seem to reach you
Just as much as the amount of tears that flowed, it’s still far away to go

[JONGHYUN] I have to forget you, I miss you so much
Even if you never know how much it hurts, I will forget

[KYUHYUN] My heart just doesn’t seem to reach you
Tears keep rolling down like crazy
[JAY] I think I can’t do it
[JONGHYUN] I can’t forget you
[KYUHYUN] Even if I just feel like dying
I can’t let go of your love
[JAY] I’m alive this way

Cre : smballadists

Shared by : Ren @ Keybumers

campur aduk

seminggu masa berlalu....da 2mggu dok kt ump after aidiladha....da 2mggu dok ump nak siapkn tesis....da 2mggu dok ump abiskn masa n duit....but still....the past 2week is really....speechless....tau nak kata apa....berbaloi gak r dok sini....abis masa....abis duit...

apala yg aku merepek ni....i just want to say that i had finish my thesis....da dpt sign dr.zul....da anta kt faculty....da say goodbye ngan pn.nani....da dpt wish good luck dr dr.zul....pn.nani da advice jgn usha husband org mse li....hehe

penat lelah sthn wt fyp....ari ni da ade dpn mata....mmg excited la....tp ada satu bnda lg yg xsettle....result final xkuar lg....xtau la cmne result aku....risau btl....hope everything will be fine....

balik umah isnin ni....mknenya xsmpi 3mggu je dok umah....xsmpi 3mggu lg nak li....xsmpi 3mggu je lg nak msk alam pekerjaan....xtau la....doakn aku ye....

so...to all teman gadis...slmt balik umah....slmt enjoy....hbskn masa ngan parent....nnt keje elok2 ye....jgn lupa aku kt kelate....kalu nak rasa main banjir....sila la ke umah....to mas n farah....jgn sedih2 tau....study leklok....nnt kte wt reunion ngan photoshot....hehe

da la tu...emosi da mula xstabil....till then....