demam

dalam sejarah...dr start keje smpai ari ni da 2 kali demam..kalu demam yg biasa2 leh thn lg..ni nak keje pn xde mood...huwaaa...nak balik tido

first time demam masa balik kg ayah meninggal 18/2 lepas..al-fatihah..mso tu sbb kelate panas kot..dgn letih wt tahlil tiap2 mlm..minuman berais seminggu tanpa henti..tp tu ok lg..batuk ngan hilang suara je..xde la demam sgt

hari ni da start demam balik..pdhl bru je ok 2mggu lps..kali ni ngan selsema lak..hidung da mcm air sungai..mengalir je...stok tisu pn da nak abis..tmbh ngan pening kepala..badan pn panas...duduk pn xselesa...

cpt la 5.30..nak balik umah..nak tido...xtahan

p/s:bkn nak merungut...sekadar luahan perasaan..sakit tu menggugurkn dosa...alhamdulillah

p/s 2:da la xsuka mkn ubat..haih

macam-macam

saje nak up gmbr...belambak dlm laptop...bosan dok ofis...xde cite pn...kita letak je byk2 dlm ni...

tiket bas sepanjang bln puasa..

follow si DeBaB balik raya..

jalan2 tgk lampu kt benteng..

ada kisah masa kt terengganu tu..nnt2 la cite eh

main layang2 kt pantai batu buruk..

capten america

my feeling towards capten america...still don't know...it just a friend or over than that...what can i said..i can only go out with him...still other friend...i mean boy ask me out but i give so many excuse...i don't know why....but when capten america ask me out....for example watching movie...i can say yes...even he said that outing with his friends...that's mean all man but i'm ok with that...

it's friday

ari ni da 4 mei....sedar x sedar da nak msk 5bln aku training kt tnb ni...byk gak la benda blaja....lg byk benda yg xtau...slow2 eh...nak catch up sekaligus tu mmg xmampu la...selagi otak mampu terima...selagi tu kita belajar...benda2 mcm ni xleh wt dlm satu masa je...

alamak....xde idea lak...tp tgn rasa nak menaip...msk bln mei gak mknanya umur pn akan brtmbh sthn lg...apa pencapaian aku spnjg hidup 23thn ni....nak ckp pn xtau...nak kata aku da kmpul aset...blm lg kot...keje tetap pn xde lg....budget nak kawin pn xleh nak ckp bila...pakwe pn xde

tgk kwn2 bahagia ngan family...keje....da start kumpul aset...sgt jeles but i'm happy for them....rezeki masing2 kn...sabar byk2...mgkn Allah nak duga aku smpai bila aku mampu bertahan...mgkn masa dulu2 Allah da mudahkn urusan perjalanan aku....dugaan skt2 ni....tabahla hati...

mggu ni mmg hectic...rasa homesick sgt....frust sgt...tension sgt...xtau nak describe cmne perasaan tu....rasa nak hilangkn diri...nak kata bosan...xgak....weekend ari tu penuh ngan aktiviti....ntahla...mggu ni pn nak g kl...ada kursus seminggu....xyah msk ofis....yeay....

nak kata tension ngan keje tu xsgt la...xtaula...ok la...mcm pnjg je bebel...till then

capten america

met him on saturday...after 2months...such a long time right...in between...we have sms each other...can said very rarely...but i'm not really care...

what i want to said that i'm very frustated...not because he don't like me...or don't love me...but i felt like i'm dumped...not really big deal actually...

it's just that he smoking...it's a small matter right...but for me it's a big deal because he  told me once that he's not smoking...i'm really glad to hear that...

that night he's smoking...not in front of me actually but he run off...i don't care if he want to smoke but once he told me did not smoke and i believe that...

once this happened i felt like cheating and a bit frustated...haish...don't like this feeling...maybe i have to follow my sister advice...find another person and believe in ALLAH...

111111

tarikh kawin

berangan jela

no idea...

want to update about our convo but don't know where to start...so many stories....so many pics....wait till i have idea to write about it....