my feeling towards capten america...still don't know...it just a friend or over than that...what can i said..i can only go out with him...still other friend...i mean boy ask me out but i give so many excuse...i don't know why....but when capten america ask me out....for example watching movie...i can say yes...even he said that outing with his friends...that's mean all man but i'm ok with that...
Showing posts with label luahan perasaan. Show all posts
Showing posts with label luahan perasaan. Show all posts
Sunday, May 6, 2012
Monday, April 30, 2012
capten america
met him on saturday...after 2months...such a long time right...in between...we have sms each other...can said very rarely...but i'm not really care...
what i want to said that i'm very frustated...not because he don't like me...or don't love me...but i felt like i'm dumped...not really big deal actually...
it's just that he smoking...it's a small matter right...but for me it's a big deal because he told me once that he's not smoking...i'm really glad to hear that...
that night he's smoking...not in front of me actually but he run off...i don't care if he want to smoke but once he told me did not smoke and i believe that...
once this happened i felt like cheating and a bit frustated...haish...don't like this feeling...maybe i have to follow my sister advice...find another person and believe in ALLAH...
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
kusut....
alhamdulillah...dpt offer training kt psdc
hati kata pegi tp berbelah bg
akal fikiran pn sama
my bro pn srh pegi
coz this is my future
cikna pn srh pg
makngah ngan pusu mcm bantah skt
yg pentingnya
abah ngan ummi
abah mcm berbelah bg gak
ummi xtau sbb xtnya lg
takut....
hati kata pegi tp berbelah bg
akal fikiran pn sama
my bro pn srh pegi
coz this is my future
cikna pn srh pg
makngah ngan pusu mcm bantah skt
yg pentingnya
abah ngan ummi
abah mcm berbelah bg gak
ummi xtau sbb xtnya lg
takut....
YA ALLAH....PLEASE HELP ME
TUNJUKKAN AKU JALAN
TUNJUKKAN AKU JALAN
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
sabar...
todays got a good news...
after months waiting...
but...
still always have obstacle...
maybe god still want to testing me...
HE knows the best right???
ALLAH want to teach me the mean of 'SABAR' maybe...
after months waiting...
but...
still always have obstacle...
maybe god still want to testing me...
HE knows the best right???
ALLAH want to teach me the mean of 'SABAR' maybe...
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
3 ramadhan 1432h....3 ogos 2011
something happen today
don't know wether should be happy or not
but i think
it's too early
let's not talk about this
don't know wether should be happy or not
but i think
it's too early
let's not talk about this
Saturday, December 4, 2010
miss you
yesterday...
syidah....intan....ana....nadia....
just now....
mint....
this evening....
farah....mas
me???
keep in touch ya guys....
i don't know how to say "ayt bunga2"....
i don't know how to express my feeling....
but the memories between us....
for the 3 and half years....
.......................................................................................
syidah....intan....ana....nadia....
just now....
mint....
this evening....
farah....mas
me???
keep in touch ya guys....
i don't know how to say "ayt bunga2"....
i don't know how to express my feeling....
but the memories between us....
for the 3 and half years....
.......................................................................................
SM THE BALLAD- MISS YOU
[KYUHYUN] It hurts since I can’t forget that
Looks like here is not the place where you’re supposed to be
Looks like here is not the place where you’re supposed to be
[JAY] You don’t have to hold back for me
It all will end someday too anyway
[JONGHYUN] My love just can’t seem to reach you
Just as much as the amount of tears that flowed, it’s still far away to go
[JINO] I have to forget you, I miss you so much
Even if you never know how much it hurts, I will forget
[JONGHYUN] I’m a fool, you know me
My heart’s been ripped apart, but I can only smile
[JINO] I’ll still be waiting for you till forever
As I will keep hiding my tears
Would you come back to me?
[KYUHYUN] My love just can’t seem to reach you
Just as much as the amount of tears that flowed, it’s still far away to go
[JAY] I have to forget you, I miss you so much
Even if you never know how much it hurts, I will forget
[JINO] To forget you, even to erase you
[JONGHYUN] For me they are very difficult things to do
[KYUHYUN] My love just can’t seem to reach you
Just as much as the amount of tears that flowed, it’s still far away to go
[JONGHYUN] I have to forget you, I miss you so much
Even if you never know how much it hurts, I will forget
[KYUHYUN] My heart just doesn’t seem to reach you
Tears keep rolling down like crazy
[JAY] I think I can’t do it
[JONGHYUN] I can’t forget you
[KYUHYUN] Even if I just feel like dying
I can’t let go of your love
[JAY] I’m alive this way
Cre : smballadists
Shared by : Ren @ Keybumers
Friday, December 3, 2010
campur aduk
seminggu masa berlalu....da 2mggu dok kt ump after aidiladha....da 2mggu dok ump nak siapkn tesis....da 2mggu dok ump abiskn masa n duit....but still....the past 2week is really....speechless....tau nak kata apa....berbaloi gak r dok sini....abis masa....abis duit...
apala yg aku merepek ni....i just want to say that i had finish my thesis....da dpt sign dr.zul....da anta kt faculty....da say goodbye ngan pn.nani....da dpt wish good luck dr dr.zul....pn.nani da advice jgn usha husband org mse li....hehe
penat lelah sthn wt fyp....ari ni da ade dpn mata....mmg excited la....tp ada satu bnda lg yg xsettle....result final xkuar lg....xtau la cmne result aku....risau btl....hope everything will be fine....
balik umah isnin ni....mknenya xsmpi 3mggu je dok umah....xsmpi 3mggu lg nak li....xsmpi 3mggu je lg nak msk alam pekerjaan....xtau la....doakn aku ye....
so...to all teman gadis...slmt balik umah....slmt enjoy....hbskn masa ngan parent....nnt keje elok2 ye....jgn lupa aku kt kelate....kalu nak rasa main banjir....sila la ke umah....to mas n farah....jgn sedih2 tau....study leklok....nnt kte wt reunion ngan photoshot....hehe
da la tu...emosi da mula xstabil....till then....
apala yg aku merepek ni....i just want to say that i had finish my thesis....da dpt sign dr.zul....da anta kt faculty....da say goodbye ngan pn.nani....da dpt wish good luck dr dr.zul....pn.nani da advice jgn usha husband org mse li....hehe
penat lelah sthn wt fyp....ari ni da ade dpn mata....mmg excited la....tp ada satu bnda lg yg xsettle....result final xkuar lg....xtau la cmne result aku....risau btl....hope everything will be fine....
balik umah isnin ni....mknenya xsmpi 3mggu je dok umah....xsmpi 3mggu lg nak li....xsmpi 3mggu je lg nak msk alam pekerjaan....xtau la....doakn aku ye....
so...to all teman gadis...slmt balik umah....slmt enjoy....hbskn masa ngan parent....nnt keje elok2 ye....jgn lupa aku kt kelate....kalu nak rasa main banjir....sila la ke umah....to mas n farah....jgn sedih2 tau....study leklok....nnt kte wt reunion ngan photoshot....hehe
da la tu...emosi da mula xstabil....till then....
Sunday, November 14, 2010
bosannya....
bosannya....
dok sorg2....
bosannya....
hadap laptop sehari suntuk....
bosannya....
xde kwn nak sembang....
bosannya....
mau pulang....
bosannya....
cptla masa berlalu....
dok sorg2....
bosannya....
hadap laptop sehari suntuk....
bosannya....
xde kwn nak sembang....
bosannya....
mau pulang....
bosannya....
cptla masa berlalu....
Thursday, September 2, 2010
salam aidilfitri
ari ni da 23ramadhan....cptkn mse berlalu....lg 7hr je nak rye....xsbr nak balik kg....bkk pose kt kg....sahur kt kg....raya kt kg....sejak2 da blaja kt universiti ni brula rse nikmat blik kg....kalu x mmg xde....umah mmg kt kg....umah nnk sblh je....jauh skt kg abah kt Red Land....hehe
skrg ni tgh menghitung detik nak bertolak blik Manchester(Machang je kot)....ade beberapa jam je lg....tolak dlm kul10....nnt smptla sahur kt umah....kalu bertolak tgh2 hari ni mmg penat r especially abg drebar kn...ni pn tgh bosan sbb xde bnda nak wt....keje da siap sume....
mggu ni mmg bertugks-lumus r wt keje....sbb sume keje kne anta b4 rye kn....so skrg da blh bersng-lenang tp bosan la pulak xde keje nak wt kn....spttnya da blh blik lastweek lg tp nak wt cmne....aku blik ngan abg drebar....abg drebar ade test lak kelmarin....pastu keje die xsiap lg....sbgai adik mithali mmg beralah r....walaupn dlm ati mmg gedik2 da nak blik....
mood nak blik da ade....mood nak rye pn da ade tp nak kms pakaian nak blik kg tu mls lak....nnt last2 mnt bru la sibuk nak packing....mcm byk je brg nak wt blik....oh...lg satu....awe pn blik kg gak....xkn la nak tggl kt sini....cti 2mggu....kang mapuh sia2 je....cik salmah pn blik skali gak sbb tuan dia blik naik bas....sush lak nak bwk salmah skali....
ari ni last day aku bkk puasa kt UMP....pg td last sahur kt UMP....ptg ni last day jln2 kt bazar....insyaallah thn dpn bkk puasa kt tmpt lain kn....da abis blaja....doa2kn aku ye....last gak solat terawih kt msjd UMP....
mcm da pnjg je aku merapu....ckp2 la tu oi.....sbnrnya nak wish ni je pn....wish awl2 sbb kt umah blm tntu leh online....
skrg ni tgh menghitung detik nak bertolak blik Manchester(Machang je kot)....ade beberapa jam je lg....tolak dlm kul10....nnt smptla sahur kt umah....kalu bertolak tgh2 hari ni mmg penat r especially abg drebar kn...ni pn tgh bosan sbb xde bnda nak wt....keje da siap sume....
mggu ni mmg bertugks-lumus r wt keje....sbb sume keje kne anta b4 rye kn....so skrg da blh bersng-lenang tp bosan la pulak xde keje nak wt kn....spttnya da blh blik lastweek lg tp nak wt cmne....aku blik ngan abg drebar....abg drebar ade test lak kelmarin....pastu keje die xsiap lg....sbgai adik mithali mmg beralah r....walaupn dlm ati mmg gedik2 da nak blik....
mood nak blik da ade....mood nak rye pn da ade tp nak kms pakaian nak blik kg tu mls lak....nnt last2 mnt bru la sibuk nak packing....mcm byk je brg nak wt blik....oh...lg satu....awe pn blik kg gak....xkn la nak tggl kt sini....cti 2mggu....kang mapuh sia2 je....cik salmah pn blik skali gak sbb tuan dia blik naik bas....sush lak nak bwk salmah skali....
ari ni last day aku bkk puasa kt UMP....pg td last sahur kt UMP....ptg ni last day jln2 kt bazar....insyaallah thn dpn bkk puasa kt tmpt lain kn....da abis blaja....doa2kn aku ye....last gak solat terawih kt msjd UMP....
mcm da pnjg je aku merapu....ckp2 la tu oi.....sbnrnya nak wish ni je pn....wish awl2 sbb kt umah blm tntu leh online....
SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN
SELAMAT BERCUTI
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN
SELAMAT BERCUTI
sekiranya slme ni aku da wt slh ke....terksr bhsa ke....emo xtntu psl ke....minta maaf byk2....aku pn manusia biasa gak....ade hati....ada perasaan....bkn robot....sume keje btul je....ade gak time2 aku xbtul....aku wt slh....hrp dimaafkn sumenye ek....kira 0-0 ye....
Monday, July 26, 2010
one better day
i like....
(^_~)
(^_~)
ps 1: skrg ske sgt ngan emoticon tu....
ps 2: xltk lg nme new lappy....
Thursday, May 27, 2010
minah....
susahnya nak dapat....dgn tenetnya yg nsb baik ada....ari ni try nsb....beberapa kali gak cut.....huhu....nak give up xleh....
nnt rugi....
nnt xleh dgr....
nnt xleh tgk....
try gak r.....
dan akhirnya.....
dapat.....
yeah.....
i like.....
okeh.....
tu je....
nnt rugi....
nnt xleh dgr....
nnt xleh tgk....
try gak r.....
dan akhirnya.....
dapat.....
yeah.....
i like.....
okeh.....
tu je....
Saturday, April 10, 2010
saranghae sihat kembali....
td saranghae kne serang virus....sgt teruk....kesian tgk tp cam nak marah gak....nak wt cmne kn....da kne....terpksa amik lgkh....anta saranghae msuk spital....msk spital lg....tiap kali nak abis 1year saranghae msk spital....skrg saranghae da ok....da blh gne....alhamdulillah....
sbb da dpt saranghae....ummi oyt blh doh la nak wt preparation....presentation psm ari rabu ni....lmbt dr org lain....geng aku sume ari isnin da abis....xpela....maybe Allah bg mse kt aku nak wt preparation....hope aku gne sebaiknya mse yg ada....
lps present psm ade satu lg presentation....presentation rc....yg ni lg tkut kot dr psm....hope present rc pn aku dpt lalui dgn mudah....lps abis sume ni bru leh struggle utk final....
aja-aja fighting....
chaiyok saranghae....
sbb da dpt saranghae....ummi oyt blh doh la nak wt preparation....presentation psm ari rabu ni....lmbt dr org lain....geng aku sume ari isnin da abis....xpela....maybe Allah bg mse kt aku nak wt preparation....hope aku gne sebaiknya mse yg ada....
lps present psm ade satu lg presentation....presentation rc....yg ni lg tkut kot dr psm....hope present rc pn aku dpt lalui dgn mudah....lps abis sume ni bru leh struggle utk final....
aja-aja fighting....
chaiyok saranghae....
Thursday, April 1, 2010
happy belated birthday....
sedar x sedar da sthn umo blog aku....eppy belated birthday....post pertama dlu 2march 2009....ari ni da 1april 2010....xperasan pn da lps....
da byk bnda aku luah kt sini....crite2 mse aku gembira...sedih...marah...skt ati....geram....rindu...menangis....sumenya kt sini....
bnda2 yg aku rse mengarut pn aku tulis gak kt sini....psl artis la....first love la....pdhl sume tu tipu je....xdenye nak first love ni....
sempena usia sthn blog aku ni....aku minta maaf kalu ade coretan di sini yg menyakitkn hati atau yg menyebbkn kamu berkecil hati....
bg aku....blog adalah tmpt utk aku luahkn perasan sbb aku mls tlis diari....so....semua catitan adlh utk peringatan aku sdiri...xde niat pn nak sktkn ati org atau pape jela....
ps: happy belated birthday to my "THE LIFE OF ME"
da byk bnda aku luah kt sini....crite2 mse aku gembira...sedih...marah...skt ati....geram....rindu...menangis....sumenya kt sini....
bnda2 yg aku rse mengarut pn aku tulis gak kt sini....psl artis la....first love la....pdhl sume tu tipu je....xdenye nak first love ni....
sempena usia sthn blog aku ni....aku minta maaf kalu ade coretan di sini yg menyakitkn hati atau yg menyebbkn kamu berkecil hati....
bg aku....blog adalah tmpt utk aku luahkn perasan sbb aku mls tlis diari....so....semua catitan adlh utk peringatan aku sdiri...xde niat pn nak sktkn ati org atau pape jela....
ps: happy belated birthday to my "THE LIFE OF ME"
Sunday, March 28, 2010
buang masa....
ari ni ari membuang masa aku....dr celik mata smpi la nak ttp mata balik ni....dok ngadap laptop je....kalu org tgk msti ingt aku rajin....dok wt keje....study....wt psm....pdhl satu ari ni....dok ngadap fb je....add sume kwn2 mse skol dlu....bce blog ntah sapa2....tgk variety show....korea...lyn lagu....lyn video klip....byk bnde la wt ngan laptop ari ni tp sume bnda xberfaedah.....
td aku menyahut seruan kerajaan(yeke seruan kerajaan)....earth hour kul 8.30 smpi 9.30....pastu g mndi....konon2 lps mandi nak wt psm r....huh....hampeh....xjln gak.....lyn family outing lak....esok kne g shooting lak....srbut tul la ngan subjek yg xde kaitan ni....tp kne amik gak....nnt kang xckp krdt nak grad....cmne tuh....sapa nak tlg kn....
mgu ni pn byk bnda nak kne anta....repot psm....asemen eco grup...asemen geotech slope w....asemen is....movie jepun....tp sume xsiap lg....1 je yg aku da siap....slope w....pastu ari rabu ni ade test geotech lak....tp xstat study lg....ble ntah pnyakit M aku ni nak g tmpt lain....
td aku menyahut seruan kerajaan(yeke seruan kerajaan)....earth hour kul 8.30 smpi 9.30....pastu g mndi....konon2 lps mandi nak wt psm r....huh....hampeh....xjln gak.....lyn family outing lak....esok kne g shooting lak....srbut tul la ngan subjek yg xde kaitan ni....tp kne amik gak....nnt kang xckp krdt nak grad....cmne tuh....sapa nak tlg kn....
mgu ni pn byk bnda nak kne anta....repot psm....asemen eco grup...asemen geotech slope w....asemen is....movie jepun....tp sume xsiap lg....1 je yg aku da siap....slope w....pastu ari rabu ni ade test geotech lak....tp xstat study lg....ble ntah pnyakit M aku ni nak g tmpt lain....
Friday, March 12, 2010
school holiday....
da ari jumaat....cpt je mse berlalu....rse cam bru je lps softskill 2mgu berturut2....ari ni da 120310...it's farah birthday....happy birthday 2 u farah....dan stat ari ni gak skolah da cti....kt kelate r....huhu....rse nak trbg je balik umah....
td lps kls geotech blik bilik rse cam sunyi je walaupun ade zila n wahed....trus kol umah....dpt la ckp ngan ummi kjp....pahtu gosip2 ngan kakcik....byk benda nak cite tp kang melambung bil ummi nak byr....hehe....along pn gtau skolah da cti....sume org da ade kt umah...ayah su pn blik gak dr s.alam....along r gtau....waaaa........NAK BALIK.....kalu sume org ade kt umah mknenye aku ngan abe e jela dok kt sini....
rse cam nak kuar jp dr ump tp ongkosnya ngak ada....eventhough last week da kuar kjp g tmn gelora tp rse cam da lme terkurung kt ump ni....huhu....asemen belambak je tp xtau nak wt yg mne....nak study mood xdtg....g jln mne ntah....abis tu nak wt pe....
nak wt psm tp xtau nak mengarang mende.....kang tulis slh lak....presentation pn xlme lg tp xready pape pn....kne kuatkn smgt ni....sem ni kot plg mencabar skali....dgn rc xtau pape....is blaja ntah pape....g kls pn xikhlas....mulut asyik berckp bnda slh je....
xtau la cmne....rse cam nak give up tp rugi lak....tggl 2 sem je lg....cpt2 la abis blaja....nak keje lak....nak tlg abah n ummi....hope aku dpt kuatkn smgt.....skt je lg....aja aja fighting.....
ps1: tjuk xde kne mengena ngan entry....
ps2: doakn aku berjaya....amin....
td lps kls geotech blik bilik rse cam sunyi je walaupun ade zila n wahed....trus kol umah....dpt la ckp ngan ummi kjp....pahtu gosip2 ngan kakcik....byk benda nak cite tp kang melambung bil ummi nak byr....hehe....along pn gtau skolah da cti....sume org da ade kt umah...ayah su pn blik gak dr s.alam....along r gtau....waaaa........NAK BALIK.....kalu sume org ade kt umah mknenye aku ngan abe e jela dok kt sini....
rse cam nak kuar jp dr ump tp ongkosnya ngak ada....eventhough last week da kuar kjp g tmn gelora tp rse cam da lme terkurung kt ump ni....huhu....asemen belambak je tp xtau nak wt yg mne....nak study mood xdtg....g jln mne ntah....abis tu nak wt pe....
nak wt psm tp xtau nak mengarang mende.....kang tulis slh lak....presentation pn xlme lg tp xready pape pn....kne kuatkn smgt ni....sem ni kot plg mencabar skali....dgn rc xtau pape....is blaja ntah pape....g kls pn xikhlas....mulut asyik berckp bnda slh je....
xtau la cmne....rse cam nak give up tp rugi lak....tggl 2 sem je lg....cpt2 la abis blaja....nak keje lak....nak tlg abah n ummi....hope aku dpt kuatkn smgt.....skt je lg....aja aja fighting.....
ps1: tjuk xde kne mengena ngan entry....
ps2: doakn aku berjaya....amin....
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
gila....
sejak 2mggu lps....
aku gila....
sejak 2mggu lps....
aku xbtul....
sejak 2mggu lps....
fikiran aku melayang2....
sejak 2mggu lps....
hidup dlm kegelisahan....
semuanya gara2 softskill....
aku gila....
sejak 2mggu lps....
aku xbtul....
sejak 2mggu lps....
fikiran aku melayang2....
sejak 2mggu lps....
hidup dlm kegelisahan....
semuanya gara2 softskill....
haish....cmne nak concentrate study kalu asyik ingt bnda lain....sedar diri la skt aimin oooiiii....
Monday, March 8, 2010
malu tp mahu....
BOLEH X???
ps: xde mende pn nak tlis....saje....da lme xupdate....
ps2: farah phm x tjuk entry tu???
Thursday, February 25, 2010
tekanan bermula i....
sem ni da msk 3thn kt ump....kalu da 3thn mknenye da 6sem....kalu da msk sem6 mknenya da kne wt psm....kalu da kne wt psm mknenye ade presentation....kalu xlps psm mknenya....phm2 sdiri la ek....
tkut woh....da abis stgh sem da tp psm xwt pape pn lg....bkn xnak wt....mmg xtau nak wt cmne....nak jmpe sv pn xtau nak tnye ape....org lain mcm da gerak je diorg pnye psm....psm aku je yg terkapai2 lg.....
mcm byk idea nak tlis tp otak jem....xleh nak fikir....risau....takut....sedih....sume bercampur baur.....
ya allah....berikanla kekuatan kpd hambamu utk menghadapi semua ini....amin
ps1: can anybody help me???
ps2: rse mcm xnak blaja da....nak keje cpt2...
tkut woh....da abis stgh sem da tp psm xwt pape pn lg....bkn xnak wt....mmg xtau nak wt cmne....nak jmpe sv pn xtau nak tnye ape....org lain mcm da gerak je diorg pnye psm....psm aku je yg terkapai2 lg.....
mcm byk idea nak tlis tp otak jem....xleh nak fikir....risau....takut....sedih....sume bercampur baur.....
ya allah....berikanla kekuatan kpd hambamu utk menghadapi semua ini....amin
ps1: can anybody help me???
ps2: rse mcm xnak blaja da....nak keje cpt2...
tekanan bermula....
bila mid term dilalui....
final menghampiri....
projek mula diberi....
tekanan semakin dirasai....
perasaan ini tidak disukai....
final menghampiri....
projek mula diberi....
tekanan semakin dirasai....
perasaan ini tidak disukai....
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
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