last night at ump....

last night at ump and i'm all alone...no friends at my side...just my mir...all "teman gadis" leave ump already....happy at their hometown....spend time with family...but i'm ok....packing done already...don't know what to do...just spend great time at my room...watch drama...watch family outing....surfing....blogging...."fb"ing....

tomorrow will be heading to my hometown....feel sad but relieved....relieved because i finish my degree....relieved because i done my thesis....relieved i can spend my time at home....relieved i get my practical at my hometown....

sad....miss all the moment for 3 and half years at ump....make new friends....new experience....new memories....new "kenangan terindah....meet "teman gadis" that make my life up and down....sad and happy....arguing....gossiping...."lepaking"...."karoking"...i will miss all this...

satisfied cause i'm send all "teman gadis"....sent syidah friday evening....sent intan and ana saturday night....send nadia to her home....my heart even more hurt while sending mint saturday morning....but more cool when sending farah and mas.... i'm crying a lot after mint back to KL....call ummi to cool down my feeling....but crying just after heard ummi voice....really2 sad....i'm all alone....then my sister send sms said that ummi also crying at home....

"ummi,kakak mitok maaf.xdok niat pn nak wt ummi sedih....kakak nangis bkn sbb takut dok sore....bkn sbb ore lain balik blako kakak dok balik lg....kakak sedih pisoh ngan saing2....lmo saing....dr mulo2 msk ump sapa abih study....dok tau blo lg blh jupo....kakak sedih tgk lps sore2 saing kakak balik....hati kakak sedih sgt....saing2 kakak semo nangis....kakak xleh tgk....kakak sero koho sedih....tp jgn rusim....kakak ok....kakak dok kisoh dok sore....mlm lps farah ngan mas balik tu kakak ok doh....dok nangis doh....ummi tau ke....anak ummi kuat....nele....degil"....

until we meet again teman gadis....keep in touch....don't hate me....don't forget me.... don't miss me....luv all of you....